First I have to admit that my mood of peace and acceptance dissolved by mid-afternoon on Sunday. Yesterday was OK, though. And at least I felt it for a little while.
We’re off to the doctor’s in a little bit for a biophysical profile ultrasound to make sure he still has the right number of everything in the right place. I guess at more than 41 weeks they want to make sure there’s enough fluid in there and he’s doing all right. We get to see him at least. 😉 After that we’ll determine what to do as far as induction or waiting or…no, I think those are our 2 choices.
My horoscope for today says:
Something you’ve been keeping to yourself for a very long time is about to emerge, but not consciously. Pay attention to your dreams. There’s a message in them that you really need to hear.
Bet you can guess what I’d like to emerge today, consciously or not. Last night I dreamt that I had the baby and left him at home with Kevin while I went back to work. After I’d been there a few hours, I got all mushy thinking about him, about how I wanted to see him and be with him now that he’s finally here and thought maybe I should call Kevin and see how things were going. It was only at that point that I realized I couldn’t leave my newborn child as I was his source of food! So he was really hungry and not very happy when I called (the baby, not Kevin).
So I left work early, my boss was very understanding and honestly quite surprised to see me back to work so soon, and went home to my baby. Decipher that dream, Freud.